A Perspective not Hive
Elizabeth ShewanI hum and you come by, you stay, or pass on by.
The beating butterfly wings the domino effect… I can only hope ma hum helps you somehow
No, I'm not a saviour (not that you say that, but some have thought perhaps).
And most certainly don't want to be.
Because YOU are your own saviour. YOU, nobody else, nothing else.
But… I do know what it's like to feel mental and emotional torture.
To be in situations that are confusing and … warped. Where nothing goes 'right'
and feel down and not enough. Small.
To speak and nobody hears.
Where anger happens amidst smiling actors. A snake pit I've seen been.
Where I had to defend myself frantic, to be told control your anger.
Where I've been accused and misunderstood. And I've done that too, sigh.
Head hanging in shame. The blame screams on inside and out.
Despised for fighting for my soul.
Where things happen that need to be looked at from a different angle divergent to find a way through.
A perspective not hive.
Divine.
I've learned to help myself, heal myself.
Own the shadow, face it whole.
No lies.
From lonely to whole.
From things that 'bump in the night', weird phenomenon, flying saucers, alien encounters;
incubus visitations and cults, unhealthy relationships and harmful connections.
And the rest…
Where friendships are lost and new ones forged.
(I've had to fight for my soul).
As well as magical things, where miracles happen.
Intuition saves lives!
Hope is born.
Physician, heal thyself.
Things change. A light shines.
A beating butterfly wings the domino effect…
And the journey continues…
There is no going back.
A process is life.
Feel the depths. Feel the richness.
Does this feel familiar to you? An affinity join?
I've been through stuff, and come out the other side.
(I've had to fight for my soul).
Am still going through stuff… life continues.
No one is perfect.
And I know what it took takes to do that, to do this.
Nature helped helps me find reprieve, calm and wonder.
And so does the studio, creation of myth and folklore, of this all that we live.
Understanding energy (in the way that I do) helped helps me no end.
Reading the unseen not everyone sees.
(a sun and mercury in the 12th house helps and hinders too, a mere snippet of more).
Perseverance, honesty, finding truth, grounding, discipline, practise, practice, practise made makes a difference.
My face (can) look angelic, oh yes and so fearsome as well.
My wings had been broken, and I've grown them again.
So you find me as I am. I know myself well.
My soul is my own. Your soul is your own.
And well, some know me as I am and some see me … not as I am.
But I can't do anything about that, or please everyone. I don't even try (anymore).
Things keep trying to stop me. Myself some, but not all - a force that lurks in shadows some more…
And still I keep going.
One small tiny step after one small tiny step.
A process is life.
Freedom arrives in accepting.
A process is life.
So here I am present doing ma thing that makes the heart sing, my heart sing, your heart sing
what else can one do?
(have you found your hum?)
And if you see something in this or creations I make that helps you feel inspired, feel connected, all the better...
The beating butterfly wings the domino effect… I can only hope it helps you somehow
If you are feeling shite and could do with something to help you find yourself again.
Or perhaps you already love to rejoice in your own similar journey
Then stay and hum in concert
A beating butterfly wings the domino effect…
I welcome you here to my little world of love hum ♥
A process is life.
A beating butterfly wings the domino effect.
May you be blessed.
Written (as a poem of sorts) by me, Elizabeth, so you can get to know me a little more, and then perhaps I'll get to know you more... the story of life. Perhaps you resonate (30th June 2026)